Saturday, 8 August 2015

Sonnets

All my words from now on shall make Sonnets,
If all else fails at least I promise this,
Up until my grave has written on it...
"Here lie's a man that poetry will miss".
I'll shape and curve, manipulate words,
Till they match this Shakespearean system,
Ending with two and twelve split into thirds,
My rhyming shall be neat and consistent,
Though now I use this freshly found format,
I won't stop when I have mastered its art,
I'll write them until all the world knows that,
Poetry deserves a place in our hearts,
Only when I reach the goal to that quest,
My mind will find peace, and my pen can rest.
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Lord know's I can't provide what she deserves,
Yet still knowing this truth she chooses me,
If I could just return the love she serves,
Then equal in our happiness we'd be,
I have no merits that do warrant her,
Just big bags of baggage in abundance,
So why for me she fights torrents of hurt,
Is something I'll be forever wondering,
Without her I would Stop.....she is my fuel,
Like cogs that always turn to keep me on,
I would not last for long on lonely fumes,
But I would stop...and rust if she were gone,
So upon these bright stars I am begging.....
Always let me have my a lovely Megan.

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If I could jam the cogs that make us old,
Momentarily halt the hands of time,
Just for that moment your heart I would hold,
And picture in my head you holding mine,
I would not see it as a chance to steal,
But use up that stopped time to cure this ache,
For I know all the feelings I would feel,
A million other hugs could never make,
But lord knows I could never stop the hands,
Instead I only hold you in my mind,
Yet I still cling on to hopes lonely strands,
And wish it is my heart your Love will find,
But if not I shall not break at the seams,
For we hug every night...least in my dreams. 

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I realise now it's you that holds the key,
I can't break out these darkened walls alone,
You have the means to set my trouble free,
And take my slurring drunken body home,
For years it's held me pushed back to the ropes,
It's had me on the back foot from the start,
I just can't seem to leave these sloppy slopes,
It's like we can't spend any time apart,
It always seems to slither by my sword,
Each time I loose a battle I loose pride,
But I know with your stronger will on board,
This wreckage has a chance to fight the tide,
Come gather me into your peaceful arms,
And give my stormy seas some needed calm.

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If your on one tonight and feeling brave,
Why not visit the boys down penny Lane,
If Drugs and Rock n Roll is what you Crave,
They have the perfect Pills for many brains,
Starting slow they'll see you on the sofa,
While hiding their true darker coloured spots,
But beware their games are never Kosher.
You'll soon be on their table necking shots,
It's true that if you go you make your bed,
Then sleep in it while drunken spiders bite
So if your one for mayhem go ahead,
Let sanity slip through your mind tonight,
But if you want your life far from the drain,
Then stay far from the guys down Penny Lane.

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I'm staring at your statue saying prayers,
Trying to get my words out through the pain,
There's no sign of you listening, are you there?
Or do I plead these whispered words in vain,
I need you now to guide me from this road,
I need your shining light to leave the dark,
Unto my darling Love my life is owed,
But it will soon be ate by hungry sharks,
Drop down your steps so I can leave this hole,
And focus on the things that matter most,
On your forgiving nature I do call,
Before this shaking she'll becomes a ghost,
Within your house tonight Lord I do stand,
Please give a desperate man a helping hand.

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I can't restrain these feelings I possess,
The ones I have now that your in the room,
You've muddled up my thoughts into a mess,
It's safe to say my concentrations doomed,
I see their lips move though I hear no sound,
Only lines which in them you are mentioned,
I cannot tempt my eyes to look around,
But instead you've stole their whole attention,
Your laughter fills the air like melodies,
Your smiles bounce round the room like hit pin balls,
It would be classed as such a felony,
If such angels from heaven did not fall,
For there is nothing which warms my heart more,
Than seeing your soothing soul stroll through the door.

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Yes trophy's glow but friends don't gather dust,
Friends will shine bright even in bad weather,
In time your trophy's shall get old and rust,
But your bond with friends shall Live Forever,
So please Love your friends more than your Riches,
Because with our age our greed increases, 
If you find your ripped and out of stitches,
Friends will be the ones who'll fix the pieces, 
Yes set your goals high but just don't forget...
The ones you knew before you met the pounds,
For if you fall and miss the safety net,
It's friends who'll see you safely to the ground,
For you could purchase all the seas and sky,
But True friends are the things you'll never buy!

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I challenge you to find a better place,
Of which a family man can name his home,
A place where he can build and set up base, 
Then proudly let his children out to roam,
I challenge you to top this stunning town,
I guarantee your search will be in vain,
For you'll see after all your running round,
Just wasted time is only what you'll gain,
But if you stumble upon such a land, 
In such a peaceful, pleasing looking state,
Then please don't hesitate to take my hand,
And lead me to its great good looking gates,
But this place sits alone upon its list,
There is no others like it that exist.

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What makes one be so loyal to such a thing?
What does it ever give you in return?
What takes over your soul enough to sing?
And spend upon it money which you earn,
Why does it have upon you such a hold?
What makes people keep coming back for more?
It seems this craze attracts the young and old,
Even when it leaves you feeling sore,
I don't think one could grasp the passion felt,
But maybe I just haven't been exposed,
For in the Hearts of many it does melt,
Every time St.James opens the doors,
And one can guarantee it will not spoil,
Because the ones that love it are so loyal. 

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If dimples were a weapon he would win,
If smiles could kill you'd loose a thousand lives,
He'd melt your hearts like butter with his grin,
And make a thousand widows out of wives,
If laughs were used to rule the world he'd reign,
He'd conquer all your country's with his charm,
He'd act so cute you'd loose to giggle pain,
Until the world is eating from his palm,
But thankfully there's no need for alarm,
So put your guards and giggle shields away,
There is no bone within him that could harm,
The only thing he wants to do is play,
Though if he was to take your dying breath, 
At least then you can say you laughed to death.

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I weave my index finger down his arm,
Then realising what's happening he laughs,
Play "round a round a garden" in his Palm,
Then start to walk my fingers up the path,
At "one step" up he clenches both his fists,
At "two steps" up the tickles hard to bare,
Then with a great big wriggle and a twist,
He bursts out when he's tickled under there!!
I wonder if we'll play when he is old,
For hanging round with Dad is soooo uncool, 
I take it I'll be left out in the cold,
When he meets up with girls and goes to school,
But even if he did disown his dad,
He'll always be my lovely little lad.


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Can someone lead me to the shallow waves,
And stay with me until the sun departs,
For even though my sights had better days,
A sailor blind still holds a sailors heart,
I'd like to here the waves meeting the sand,
And picture in my mind what used to be,
Can someone give an old comrade a hand?
I'll share with you my scary life at sea,
The water takes me back to life on board,
Thirty knots and chasing down the stars,
It helps me picture friends that never shored,
And in turn helps the healing of my scars,
Can someone help me down to meet the tide,
And give this ageing sailor one more ride. 


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I'm constantly in conflict with a clock,
The one that lies beside me as I sleep,
For no matter how deep my dreams are locked,
It always finds a way in with its beeps,
It lies in wait until the time has come,
To prize me from my fluffy pillowed nest,
It drags me out into the shining sun,
Deprives me of my sweet much needed rest,
Without this clock though keeping tabs of time,
The life I lead would crumble at the seems,
For there would be no rousing ringing chimes,
To wake me from my paralysing dreams,
Alarms are things we could not work without...
Yet still, their things we like to moan about.

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Often family's grow then grow apart,
Some grow so much they spread to foreign lands,
Although they share the same blood in their Hearts,
They differ in experience and plans,
It seems there's no two family's the same,
They all have different qualities and traits,
And sometimes even though they share a name,
They stop at classing each other as mates,
Without these bonds though one may feel alone,
Our family's help mould us in our ways,
No matter where we move or call our home,
The gene that bonds us to them always stays,
These genes are strong and so deeply infused,
That Family's are Friends we cannot choose.

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It's nice to know that someone has your back,
A person who in which you can confide,
A friend who under pressure would not crack,
But hold your hidden weaknesses aside,
They say a problem shared is also halved,
So if you find a person you can trust...
Who'd cross the heart on which your woe's are carved,
Then I for one say keeping them's a must,
But choose with caution who can hear your thoughts,
Sometimes trusted ears aren't so private,
You may be left exposed and feeling  short,
Finding out your whispers weren't so quiet,
So before you race to share your dealings,
Choose someone who'll be safe with your feelings.

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What thing can I compare you to my love?
What perfect singing creature shares a sound?
You shine far brighter than the stars above,
And glow far more than all upon the ground,
How could I describe you to a stranger?
When words I need to use aren't going spare,
I could sift through every gift of nature,
And still not find a thing that does compare,
On this Love I accept I can't compete, 
I can't describe the heavens you're eyes,
However I am happy in defeat, 
That past my words is where your beauty lies,
So I shall down this pen and spare my mind,
With searching for the words I'll never find.

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He sleeps still on his slab of stainless steel,
His blood as cold and calm as frozen lakes,
Like old decrepit paint his skin does peel,
Then crawls up off his dead canvas in flakes,
His slits were stitched with string then washed in soap,
They've helped him look presentable for guests, 
But nobody shall claim his rotten corpse,
This John Doe's just another to forget,
Now as I slowly sink into these walls,
I say my last goodbyes then leave him be,
The light shines bright through these once darkened halls,
At last, my troubled spirit may be free,
Who knows what paradise my soul will find,
When Its released and left this world behind.

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Each day I count my blessings when I wake,
For my weak stem is woven round a Rose,
Now when the swirling winter winds do shake,
She keeps me firm and holds my petals close,
Without this rose's roots my stem would fall,
Thank god next to me her seed was planted,
Her holding up my fragile flower tall...
Is something which I'll not take for granted,
Forever though on her I can't rely,
What flower would I be if not my own?
If letting her be free would see me die,
Then I will take my chance and fight alone,
For even though were working good as one,
I'm holding her back in her search for sun.

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How come for me it does not rain, it pours, 
If only I could get to taste the sun,
Life took the ones I love but wanted more,
So did not stop for breath till It was done,
I often question how to kill this curse,
How come I always loose to lack of luck?
Sometimes it seems I always come off worse,
And slowly running out of straws to pluck,
Maybe if I run I can escape it,
With luck, it will not see and I'll be gone,
I could start to stretch this bond and break it,
Then all my worries would be cut to none,
Until I choose to live and take that leap,
My thoughts, and time and dreams this pest shall keep.

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If only I could throw these boots away,
Then give the time I spend on tools...to rhymes,
I'd live in words and make two poems a day, 
Then gauge my wealth on smiles I raise, not dimes,
If I could swap this screwdriver for ink,
Trade these diagrams for writing paper...
Then deep within a world of words I'd sink,
Saving all those mucky jobs for later,
But would this diesel heart suit being clean?
And plus, I'm not sure words could pay the bills,
And once I had that life, what would I dream?
For every day I'd get my wanted thrills,
For now, it seems I'm stuck upon this ride,
A nine to five with rhyming on the side.



I dream I meet myself upon the stairs,
He blocks my way so much I cannot pass,
Like twins we stand together and compare...
A mirror image seen without the glass,
He grabs my arms and yells, "What did I say!!".
Then tells me I ignored him years ago,
He pulls so much I cannot get away,
Although he has my strength it feels like more,
If only I could work out what it means,
How come he thinks we've met up in the past?
Why do his punches wake me from my dreams?
And when will I be free from him at last?
For one nice night of dreams I cannot keep,
When constantly this nightmare steals my sleep! 



How is it so I've claimed this stunning prize?
When past experience tells me I lose,
She owns the most amazingly green eyes,
Where beauty and self confidence infuse,
Surely then there has been some mistake made,
It's not like me to find gems in the muck,
This precious diamond must have been mislaid...
For finding such a jewel isn't my luck,
Though what if this treasure is meant for me?
Then shouldn't I just grasp it with both palms,
Instead of asking if it's meant to be...
Why don't I just embrace her in my arms,
For wasting time just gazing at the view,
Is less time that I have proving she's true.



If all your future quarrels are with me,
Then I would still look forward to my days,
For though your moods are wilder than the sea,
And shake my bones way more than any waves...
...It is those traits within you I Love most,
And there's not one that I would ever change,
Now having you on board I Love to boast,
And for you my last breath I would exchange,
But if your future days aren't shared with mine,
Then you upon your high horse I would miss, 
For I could search until the end of time,
And still not find a better duel as this,
So come, unleash your wrath and start a war,
For frankly there is nothing, I Love more.



Last night an angel met me in my sleep,
He shouted..."Clean your act up silly child...
...For if this girls the one you wish to keep...
Then messing with her feelings would be wild!"
He left and as I woke, I said aloud...
"Maybe I do take this Love for granted"...
Maybe I've forgotten what I vowed,
Leaving this sweat heart feeling unwanted,
So this is it tonight I make a stand,
It's time to show this diamond what she's worth,
They say there are more Stars than grains of Sand,
Well I have got my own right here on Earth,
And even light from twenty million Suns,
Could not outshine the one my boy calls mum! 

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How come when I'm with you I make mistakes?
Change from super cool to being clumsy,
It seems my common sense slams on the breaks,
Turning me into some teenage numpty,
Now three years on I'm free from going red,
My silliness has slowed down since the start,
But even though it's controlled in my head, 
Your still making me fumble in my heart,
I try so hard to tame my butterfly's,
Keep their giddy wings held down inside,
But every time I look in your green eyes,
I can't even stop one from going wild,
So if you think love does not live no more.....
With all my Heart, it does...more than you know.



Together they agreed to stop the search,
These two Love birds made lost in Cupids maze,
For years they shared a peaceful homely perch...
Now their both in need for separate ways.
Their search for love made fruitless in the end,
They tried their best but found that they were broke,
For how could they get this bond on the mend...
When first they must at least agree to talk,
Though maybe this outcome was for the best,
Before they set their future plans in stone,
Before they made the leap to build a nest,
And raise a child inside a broken home,
They both agree it's one disaster missed,
Why stick around if Love does not exist.



If I could give you half what your deserved,
Then happy in my challenge I would be,
One dream a day upon your plate I'd serve,
So you could have your deepest wants...for free,
If I could throw a lasso up to Mars,
I'd cast it out and pray I didn't miss,
Each day I'd swing and steal one of the stars,
And bring them home to grant your heart a wish,
To fight the selfish thoughts my head would learn,
Those pests would not corrupt me through my miles,
For I know darling when I did return,
My wildest dreams will be made in your smiles,
The only deep desire which I seek....
Is seeing you my love, smile cheek to cheek.



If life did twist my arm to make me choose,
Between my Love of words or Love for you, 
A million times these pesky poems would lose,
For next to you all else is number two,
I'd happily not write another rhyme,
And lord knows with that I would have no qualms,
I'd mute my mouth until the end of time,
If it meant I could stay within your arms,
But even if words had have been my choice,
By choosing them my hopes would still be quashed,
For even though my rhymes would have a voice,
The subject of my poems would then be lost,
So though these words would be hard to forget,
It's You..that my heart would always select.



When our boy grows tell him I did my best,
Please show him that my heart was not all bad,
Give him directions to my place of rest,
So I can meet my prince, and him his dad,
Give him the photo albums of my life,
Try not to hide a second of our past,
For if you paint me in some holy light,
When truth is told his dreams will then be dashed,
But if you find it hard to grant my wish,
And say our feud is too hard to forgive,
At least my favorite foe please promise this...
To him you pledge the seconds that you live,
For even though our Love did not survive,
Together we agree our boy must thrive.

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Why does she always mock her stunning frame?
She must not be aware of what I see,
For what she would describe as being lame,
Is absolutely beautiful to me,
Why does she spend the time on picking faults?
While trying hard to be some pin up girl,
For I believe that those same girls a false,
And she's the one I most crave in the world,
They say a woman's mind is such a maze,
I know now not a truer word fact was told,
I must then start to think of newer ways...
To show this girl the beauty that she holds,
For I could search the land and seven sea....
Yet still not find a sweeter rose than she.

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It seems now only grey clouds fill the sky,
The stars no longer twinkle now your gone,
I watch these long dark time clouds pass me by,
Where youthful, happy energy once shone,
Among the stars for years we loved and laughed,
You had me creased so much it hurt my bones,
It's too bad then those great days didn't last,
For now I face these darkened clouds alone, 
But I won't spend my lonely years in pain,
Worrying over all the grey to come,
For every time I get soaked by the rain,
I'll think of you and glow just like the Sun,
So let these rain clouds bring the coldest storm, 
With you in mind I'll be forever warm.

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Who am I to say that your not worthy?
What credits do I hold that let me judge?
Wag your tongue and stop acting so nervy,
For right of speech, to you? I can't begrudge,
Who tried to stop you're views from being heard? 
The view of one that has so much to give, 
SHOUT! and emphasise you every word,
For in a world of thoughts no way to live,
Though this gift is not one you should abuse,
Beware that thoughts you air can cause distress,
Take caution in the words you wish to use,
Or you may find yourself caught in a mess,
So speak your mind, but try not to forget,
It's easy slipping words you may regret.


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If only I could stop and kidnap time,
For never in my day is there enough,
I'd not use that ill gotten gain for crime,
Instead, use it to emphasise my Love,
I'd spend that extra time on pleasing you,
Charm you with each tick and every tock,
Then if my minuets started running few,
I'd simply add more hours to my clock,
Though physics tells me time can't be controlled,
So I must play these days like their my last,
For I don't want to say when I am old...
I could have give you more Love in the past,
So let me fill each act in all your scenes,
With such a life that's only seen in dreams.


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He hangs on you like clouds hang on the sky,
Like bricks tied to your legs he weighs you down,
He'll clip your wings so much you cannot fly...
Then trade your happy smiles for hopeless frowns,
With him on board the world is yours to loose,
There is no challenge you can't overcome,
His favours though should never be abused!
For quick as you are hot, he'll have you numb, 
So if the world knows of his wicked ways,
Then why don't we condemn him to the depths?
For life outside his dark addictive maze,
Surely fills our lungs with prouder breaths,
Is it that were too weak to oppose?
Or deep down do we always need him close?

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At first you showed me life and held my hand,
But quickly changed your soft fingers to claws,
You took away the honest life I planned,
Replacing it with dark dishonest flaws,
That's why tonight I clean this dusty slate,
I'm calling time on all the pain you cause,
For too long now my dreams have had to wait,
Because I've been preoccupied with yours,
Ok, you know I've said this in the past,
It's not the first time we've both went to war,
It seems like I do good, but never last,
And somehow let you in to feed some more,
But now, my foe..I swear down when I say,
I'm taking back the life you've took away.

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Instead of using miles, I need the stars,
To help me gauge the lengths I'd go for you,
I'd out trek all the trains and planes and cars,
Until my none stop souls were black and blue,
I'd climb until my lungs were short of breath,
There is no limit to how deep I'd dive,
But if I found my heart was facing death,
Then thoughts of you would keep its beat alive,
Though where would I be if we did not meet?
What lesser life would I have lived instead?
I guess I'd still be on that loveless street,
Both lonely in my heart, and in my head,
So that is why I thank the stars each day,
That safe within your soothing arms I stay.

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Last night I heard you whisper in your sleep,
If life did take our Love, you'd take your life,
For why, you asked...would one prolong the beat,
Of such a heart in which sadness was rife?
I must confess I've held familiar thoughts,
A life with you not in would see me lost,
See all its Love to you my heart devotes,
So with you gone its warmth would turn to frost,
But now I've heard your whispered inner thoughts,
I pray you take the time to think again,
For cutting your amazing beauty short...
Would only cause my ghostly heart more pain,
So if the ground calls on my earthly shell...
Don't rid the world of your sweet soul as well.

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The feelings when we touch explode my mind,
Each time we kiss a bomb inside me blows,
For who knew that this stupid soul could find...
A heart as kind, and wonderful as yours?
You laugh it off when I say your the best,
When I tell you your smiles worth ten of mine,
And although there's no gold inside my chest,
Forever I'll be rich, with you, my dime,
I know sometimes Megan I test your nerve,
You've grown to hold the patience of a saint,
But never think I disregard your worth,
Or that my Love for you could ever taint,
For there's nothing which I desire more,
Than seeing your great beaming smile aglow.

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Deep in this Northern Soil our seeds were sewn,
Way down where work men's bones catch up with coal, 
Its out those darkened depths our roots have grown,
Upon which now...our stems stand proud, and tall,
It's safe to say our seeds have had to fight,
So that they weren't forgotten over time,
But we say it's been worth all sacrifice,
For now we get to blossom on the Tyne,
But seldom do we here tales of the past,
The story's that this dream was built upon,
It might just be were living far to fast,
To stop...and take some pride in where were from,
For yes, Newcastle's highs are World renowned, 
But only cause it's built on honest ground!
 
Live Forever.

Monday, 3 August 2015

Cancer



Come challenge this unwanted weed to rear his ugly head,
Tonight unite and fill his Roots and seeds with fear and dread,
Lets now expose his poison paws, dig down and shake the land,
It's time he knows...this time its War...Its Time to make a Stand,
This Pestering plague has plighted places only He can reach,
Now He thinks there is no good defence he cannot breach,
He picks then eats he's quick to defeat the Spirit of Many Souls,
That frightful feeling of fear does fill your heart up when he calls,
For Weak or strong you still might see this sneaky sinner lurking,
Fighting your attacks off while he harms your inner workings,
For years he's reigned with no resistance rattling our cores,
Sometimes we win Battles but...he's still winning the wars,
So turn the page and fight we must!, before we age and bite the dust,
It's time to snap this crown of thorns and pull this bull down by the horns,
Before he takes another Rose...our Fathers, Sisters Mothers Bro's,
Snap his Thorns and Crop this Iris,
Bend his Bones and stop the Virus,
Research is the Answer Guy's,
Invest in it and Cancer Dies!,
For Victory would just be so Great,
So find the Site tonight... And donate

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Rolled up Sleeves,
Blue plastic hands,
Note book sealed with a few elastic bands,
Studded lace...Shiny shoes,
We studied his face for tiny clues,
I looked at Mum, She looked at Gran,
Said, "Hear he comes",...then took our hands,
Around Her Bed,
Circled arms,
Surrounding our dread with purple palms,
He gave a nod, and formal greeting,
For it was not a normal meeting, 
Scanning notes, 
He missed....a breath,
Then gave our hopes the Kiss...of Death...

"The scans Miss.Red, they show......a Growth,
It looks as though its spread...to Both,
We think the Cancers quite advanced,
But treatment gives a fighting chance".

Gran Clenched my hand, 
My palm now knub,
I knew I Must keep calm for mum,
With tears showing, her face was pale,
Crying knowing their Rays had failed,

He said, "There is still options waiting,
The main one being...operating,
The path Miss.Red is your decision,
And should be met with clear vision,
So dry your tears...this, CAN be beat,
Try not to fear or take defeat,
There is still Light....Lets show it were tall,
We'll put up a fight and throw it our all!


I let Gran go....I pried my hand,
Moved back slow and tried to stand,
Mum took a hold, she pulled me near,
Her cheeks were cold, I kissed her ear,
She said. "Stop fretting, we'll win...we can!, 
Stop crying were upsetting Gran,
We still have time to beat this pest,
Come on take your seat and rest."

And there we sat...three generations,
Rocked down to its core foundations,
The doctor left...in polished shoes,
Leaving his demolishing news,
With no emotion or signs of hurting,
He met the man beside us...and drew his curtain.

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I Pray that you Donate tonight,
I Ask...Sink deep and do what's Right 
For Spite should not have teeth to bite,
Especially where grief and plight are looked upon as just the norm,
We're lucky that we've missed the Storm, Those problems don't exist at home But down the road amidst the moans with shadowed lungs and twisted bones...There sits alone a Prime Example, 
A Guy who once thought Time was Ample forced to watched as Cancer Trampled all upon his later plans,
Made to stand with bated hands and Wait as it invaded strands, 
He watched as it corrupted codes, 
Skin Blotched as it erupted loads on Cancers dark destructive road,
So in the darkness there he slumps,
Scratching out his hairy clumps while being fed by airy pumps,....The Doctors gave 3 Scary Months,


So I plead to us who live in peace,
Please Donate and give a piece of hope to someone in a place where Research is the only Grace, We use our Microscopes as Swords and cut through Cancers Hidden codes, Lets take no rest and show defiance...fight this pest with modern Science, together we will win these wars, United with a common cause, for life's too short to have it shortened, under this dark Cancer coating, so I pray you do what's Great....Go Give a Piece of Hope...Donate!

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I don't care who I hurt,
What you wear or what your worth will not spare you from my curse if your chosen, I'll push your prayers into the dirt, see I declared war on this earth many years before your birth, so your not special! It doesn't matter if your careful, I'll settle in your petals, nestle down till there disheveled, compared to me it looks a ball to dance round with the devil, yes...that's why survivors need a medal! for you'll not fight with me unless you rise another level, well...that's even if you see me coming,
I'm sneaky see and cunning, my army doesn't have no warning banging drummers drumming, no...but by the time you see them gunning, I'm hurtling towards you yet...your still not even running! 
One thing they say is that I'm sudden, but I don't feel a thing you see my heart has got no love in. No...I guess for me this stuff is normal, I slyly sit there dormant, waiting for my moment to unleash a thousand hornets, but..you do not see that swarm released, sometimes it's slow sometimes it's brief,
One thing we know is it's discrete...then while I grow up from beneath I'm never showing you relief, why...? I'm not a friend I'm a disease, I'm out to End...not out to please, so I don't care if you believe bring on religion I won't leave,
Superstition will not ease me off my mission to aggrieve...I'm here for good! I'm in your nightmares and your blood,
I've stood the test of time been Robin lives without a Hood, but....after all these years of silence, I've heard you've made alliance, But frankly I'm not buying it I'm still standing defiant, go get your sneaky Science, I'll still rise up and triumph, your throwing feeble sticks trying to down a steady giant!
Well...yeh....ok, I've failed to mention, your fight has gained momentum, but still your only seeing such a small part of the spectrum, What else did you expect from...all of my protection, you'll have to up your game for you to answer folk that question.......
Of....Will they find a cure?
In your mind you are un-sure,
Now that you've come to find that my defences are secure, no longer immature, I took your science tour, I know the in's and out's of your whole arsenal and its poor. Your research doesn't fret me, for now...you'll have to let me...run riot until one of you learns how to come and get me!